My Abba, my Father,
oh how I need you, Father. Take me in your arms, bath me in your grace, soak me
in your tenderness and affection. You only satisfy. You only fill the holes and
brokenness in my heart. Put me in your heart and keep me there, you made a room
for me there, let me drink while I am inside staying like a foetus, let me
drink from your spirit, from your river of love, of fatherhood. I want you Lord,
I am so desperate and thirsty for your touch – just one touch like the woman
with the issue of blood I want to experience that touch, that power that comes
out of you and complete me, fill all my needs and make me whole. Make my heart
whole, whole being restored.
Come Abba, lavish me
with your compassion, look at me and speak to me through your compassionate
eyes, breath on me, you are my life, you give me life. You carry me in your heart
like a mother carries her baby in her womb. Inside your heart, I can listen to
your voice, exactly like the baby can hear the voice of his mother inside the
womb. You nourish me with your liquid of love like the mother feeds her baby
from her breast. You hold me and admire me, you worry about me, you watch over
me. You are the perfect father, and mother, you delight in me and you are proud
of me, you are pleased with me. I never want to leave your heart, I want this umbilical
cord to stay tight up forever, because without you, I can do nothing, without
you, I cannot breathe. Inside your heart, I can exhale and inhale, I can BREATHE.
You make me safe. Because, all things
are in subjection under your feet and nothing is left that is not under you! You
wrap around me and cover over me. You make me warm and overshadow me with your
Spirit. You are my hiding place.
Amen
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